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Starfall by Benji-French, literature

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Cauterizing Hate by Benji-French, literature

The Bleeding Tree by Benji-French, literature

The Lesson by Benji-French, literature

Starfall by Benji-French, literature

Errors Corrected by Benji-French, literature

Cauterizing Hate by Benji-French, literature

The Bleeding Tree by Benji-French, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
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My Bio
Amateur poet and fan of horror. I like to dabble in poetry and on occasion a short story but most of my work here will be that of the poet.

Favourite Visual Artist
Francisco José de Goya y Lucientes
Favourite Movies
The Thing (1982), The Shape of Water, Hellraiser, Original Universal Monster Movies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tool, KMFDM, Combichrist, Bauhaus, Puscifer, Ministry
Favourite Books
IT, The Dark Tower, Animal Farm, Transmetropolitan, Sandman
Favourite Writers
Warren Ellis, George Orwell, Neil Gaiman, H.P. Lovecraft
Favourite Games
Arkham Horror, Amnesia The Dark Descent, Dungeons and Dragons (Or and P&PRPG)
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
PC
Other Interests
Journalism, Current Events, Dancing badly
The past week has left me grasping at my youngest self, digging for some semblance of a person before I raked the coals of bitterness and hate inside myself to begin on the path toward being this pitiful monster. What I found was atrophied and blind, unaware of itself and without aim of a future. There were dreams there once, but since the latest drain on that child's lifeforce any echo of those dreams are lost. So I have no choice but to work from square 0. There is no more square 1. I killed square 1. I feel nothing but shame. So I guess I should build an identity and hold onto all those sins of the past while working on the premise that I
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I have spent the better part of my life walking into a brick wall, spiting my nose and rubbing myself to dust. When not in this practice I turn to a circle of joy and suffering, walking the loop as if some miraculous change will occur and this time the terrible thing I invested myself in won't be as bad as it was the last time. It always ends the same and I place my heart in the hands of a walking corpse, suffering each step as she dies in front of me and my own curse makes my heart a heavy one in her arms, adding strain to the suffering. She refuses to relent, each time, and I have to be the one to take my burden and leave but not because I
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